In the game of life, most people have the knowledge to understand that we’re all choosing what hand we play, and choosing how we interpret the hands that we receive. The general understanding and perception is that if life deals you a shitty hand than you just have to experience it, move through it and as time passes you will recover and get a better … Continue reading Deck of Cards

Ever wonder what happens when you agree with some one on something that you don’t agree with but you’re just doing it to be “nice”, “courteous”, to “fit in”, or make the situation not so uncomfortable? Have you ever had a phone conversation with some one and when you got off the phone you felt like you had just been run over by a truck, … Continue reading Feed Your Soul

Emotion… What is an emotion? a feeling? Something makes us feel good, something makes us feel bad. Why? What are these feelings that we have, how are they created, where do they come from? What’s going on? Well… here’s a brief description: whenever we experience something, particles in the brain called peptides are released. These peptides are the things that give us our feelings and … Continue reading Energy-in-Motion

Weather you realize it or not you do this every single day of your life; you think, say and do the things that create and re-create who you are. Constructions of your experiences: your thoughts, feelings and actions give you the life you see in front of you. No matter who you are, where you come from, what you look like or how much money … Continue reading Creation of Self

why do i do the things i do? why do i feel the way i feel? why do i need the things i need? why do i want to be anything at all? ive felt the need to defend. ive felt the need to control. ive felt the need to do whatever i thought was right in any given moment. perception always changes. it’s what … Continue reading Question?

“Republicans have officially started the the campaign to amend the Constitution by repealing the 22nd Amendment – the one that confines the President to two terms. If the Republicans hold their current strength, or increase it, in the 2006 Congressional elections, expect this measure to pass allowing Bush to remain President…” The United States Government is a full fledged dictatorship. Nazi Germany officially reborn again. … Continue reading Enough is Enough

illusion of responsibility.  so many i see, trapped in a world of hostility… worried about what others think, and about what others every insane needs are.   responsibility to make sure things are exactly the way they always want at all times: to always be GOOD ENOUGH… to be the center of the galaxy, exactly the way they want.   perception is a bitch. it will drive … Continue reading Illusion of Responsibility

Why do I push so hard for the words I want to hear?  Entrapment in the body with a soul so ready to escape.  It’s quite possible that I just can’t seem to adapt.  Every situation, I turn into a nightmare, which is all I ever dream about. The challenge of being challenged myself in all I believe, or how I feel.  The freedom is … Continue reading From a Couple Years Ago

again and again. challenged with the struggle to stay here. keep and open mind and live moment to moment.judgement will always come your way, but it will pass. my sanity is working overdrive for the will to stay alive. it felt as though my heart stopped beating. contract terms. what consists of work? how we live? how we stay alive.do we all not work? do … Continue reading Random Thoughts

Today, is remembrance day. but how many really remember?? what do we remember?? i remember that many, many people died for war. this is how long ago? 1945? see today is 2004!! and we are still FIGHTING LIKE FUCKIN IDIOTS. cmon. Remembrance day should be a day where we go….. WHOALLY SHIT have we learned nothing in the past 50 years about LIFE?? we should … Continue reading Remembrance?